Well, that new attitude I had been working on earlier in the year has totally gone by the wayside. I’m having one of those days where I’m kinda sorta throwing myself a pity party, yet spending lots of time as well not thinking about things, trying to be oblivious to my situation on purpose. In case you haven’t read my latest on Y!CN, you haven’t heard my latest trouble, one which I should have been expecting, but really wasn’t.
To make a long story short, yesterday I was presented with something that seemingly will force my hand in making a move before I really wanted to. You can read it in the piece here, but basically I have two options as far as the bank is concerned: either pay up about five grand before September 1st or my mortgage payment goes up by about $400 a month starting the same time, neither of which I can do. WTF???
So now I face a new, potentially life-changing dilemma. For the past 24 hours I’ve been going from being really pissed off to suicidal to thinking that maybe in the long run things will work out better for me. I have no idea what’s going to happen, but I do know I’ve got some phone calls to make and a lot of figuring out to do. Stay tuned…and in the meantime here’s a little video to show how I’m feeling. I’ve played it before, but it so fits sometimes…